The chinese lunar new year just passed.
I have no feeling about the new year.
And holidays made me feel tired!!
I told to myself that I should study hard and prepare for passing the exam of official servant!!
Now it is february,and I still not study hard.
Cannot concentrate on study!!I don't know why.
As time goes by,I am older and older day by day!!
Still have no stable job now.Confused me so much!!
Other guys who were my mate almost have jobs and gat marriage ,have wife and children.
once I envy they havethose so many somethings long times ago,
but now I know my way is different.
They have their ways and I have mine!!
I want to be an official servant and get a stable job,
live a peaceful life.
If lucky,I would meet a right girl for me to be.
But till now,I meet no right girl!
I can stop to dream a day dream,and from now on, I should do what I should do .
Don't mention those people and things that passed!!
I got my way and I should to make it realize!!
Put down those things passed and study hard to get a stable job.
Then I want tot go back to school to get a Ph.D.
It's my real dream!!My aim!!
So,wish this new year I can let my goal realize.
And finally,happy new year to everyone!!
Jello Max
